Archive for May, 2009

May
30

Days of Grace: 88/365

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  1. No nightmares last night, first night in several days
  2. Giggling girls, and watching Lauren have so much fun with Hannah
  3. Bisquick pancakes that actually turned out!
  4. A productive Friday at work: finished a section of my board handbook, checked five other things off my list, despite a shortened day.
  5. Finding new blogs to read

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May
29

Days of Grace: 87/365

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  1. Denver/Boulder BlogHer meetup on June 20!
  2. Another stellar session with Judi this morning, working on clearing out my “I don’t matter” belief.
  3. Comments from new readers :)
  4. Tonight, Lauren
  5. Looking forward to a fun weekend: dinner tonight with old friends, tomorrow Zumba, flower planting and the pool, tomorrow night the Colorado Salsa Open (wish me luck in the Jack & Jill!) , Sunday Nia and a playdate with my writing chicks and spending time with my honey
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This morning on NPR, I heard a story about Japanese researchers who successfully created a transgenic monkey that has an extra gene that makes it glow, and its progeny also have the gene. This transgenic research is quite an accomplishment, because the technique can be used to create families of monkeys with genes for human diseases.

I get a squeamish stomach thinking about research animals, especially when they are something other than mice. However, since I work in a major research center, I know that we would not have medications for any diseases at all if it weren’t for research animals.  In the PR world we call them “animal models” so that the animal rights people don’t picket us or run terrorist activities against our labs.

I wish there were a better model. But there is not. Research animals allow us to have headlines like this one from last night:

US cancer deaths continue to drop: report

WASHINGTON (AFP) — The number of cancer deaths have steadily declined in the United States over the past 15 years, saving a possible 650,000 lives over that period, the American Cancer Society said Wednesday.

But 1.48 million cases will be diagnosed this year and over 562,000 people will die from cancer this year, ACS said in its annual cancer statistics report.

The cancer death rate fell by 19.2 percent for men between 1990 and 2005, mostly due to declines in deaths from lung, prostate and colorectal cancer, the group said.

Deaths from cancer, the second-biggest killer in the United States after heart disease, decreased by 11.4 percent for women over the same period, in large part due to decreases in breast and colorectal cancer.

I believe in the concept of the greater good. Research animals lead to a greater good for humans. Yep, still a bit queasy writing that, but when I dig down, I know it’s what I really believe.

I work with very bright cancer scientists who have contributed to this decline in cancer deaths because they have used animals to understand how cancer works biologically, metabolically and genomically. They have created and tested new cancer treatments, including targeted drugs that have better outcomes and fewer side effects than traditional chemo and radiation, on these animals to make sure there is some effectiveness and little toxicity before trying them out on people.

(In other words, better to kill off some mice with a new treatment than a bunch of people.)

I’ve been to our vivarium, and those little nude mice are cute. They’re very well cared for.  It’s sad to see them sacrificing their lives for ours. In their own little ways, they are heroic. I would not have survived melanoma without the help of mice way back in the day.

I don’t believe that cosmetics and household products should be tested on animals. I don’t believe that animals should be treated cruelly. I have a hard time thinking of companion animals being used for any kind of research, but the truth of the matter is that heart transplantation is possible because dogs were sacrificed.

Every year on my campus, the medical school holds a ceremony for people who have donated their bodies to science and medical education. I’d love to see some kind of ceremony for all the mice who do the same thing. As non-sentient beings (despite what Disney tells us), I recognize that they don’t have a choice in the matter. In fact, they’re bred and born to be research subjects. However, as life forces, we should honor them in some way.

Just as we need to honor the glowing monkeys in Japan, and those that follow, as heroes of human medicine.

Here’s a prayer for all creatures who play a such a critical role in solving human illnesses.

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May
28

Days of Grace: 86/365

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  1. Amy’s Steelcut Oatmeal in a microwavable bowl
  2. After five days of being unable to fully straighten my legs due to Sunday’s craziness (Nia, followed by weight lifting/legs, followed by major housecleaning, followed by 3.5 hours of salsa dancing … who me, manic?) I can almost completely put my heels on the floor AND straighten my knees. Without screaming.
  3. Yesterday’s interview with Thelissa Zollinger, a woman who turned the loss of her husband to lung cancer into a personal crusade to find early detection. She RAWKS! And INSPIRES. I’ll post the story when I’m done writing it.
  4. Two nights in a row of So You Think You Can Dance.
  5. My “new” office, which I moved into late last year, is so much warmer than my last office because my workstation isn’t positioned directly below the A/c vent. I might be able to put my heater away for the summer.
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May
27

O.L.D.

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Last night, Steve and I were watching this very hilarious comic on TiVo and he was talking about how he was 40. I asked Steve, “God, he looks old. Do I look that old? You don’t look that old! And you’re already 40!”

Steve, being a closet diplomat, assured me that I don’t look a day over 32.

I was reading a blog a little earlier about a girl who feels old because she is graduating from college. College! And she’s worried about having to be an adult.

Well, honey, so am I. So am I. I mean, really, when I look deep inside of myself I feel MAYBE 30. 31 at the most. My little sister turned 34 today. WTF? So I feel younger than she really is.

I CANNOT BE TURNING 40 IN 14 DAYS

I’m thinking that I’m going to wake up at any moment and, like that Newhart ending (shit, that ages me right there, huh), it’s all been a dream. And I’m still 19, and at Colorado State and in love with my college boyfriend. And my heart hasn’t been broken yet, and I haven’t gained and lost and gained 40 pounds. And I haven’t had a baby. I don’t have stretch marks on my boobs. My belly button is still perfectly round. I’ve never been in a car accident and I’ve not been through a divorce. My hair is still my natural color and PERMED. I have no debt.

But if life isn’t but a dream, then I know who I am, I have a brilliant, funny, gorgeous daughter, I’ve experienced real love, I own a house, I have a career, I’ve traveled a few places and done a few things. I’ve had orgasms–real, not faked–in exotic places. I’ve gotten over my sexual shame. I’ve learned that wine is delicious. I have friends who are really there for me, who have been for more than 20 years.

I remember in high school writing a letter to my 40-year-old self as a sociology assignment. It started off something like “If you haven’t killed yourself or died in a nuclear explosion, then good.” Yeah, I was happy on the outside and dark on the inside. I imagined 40 as so fucking OLD I could be dead by then. And here it comes. And I’m alive.

I’m sure over the next month I’m going to start freaking out. Steve did right around his birthday, and I thought to myself, Oh, I’ll handle it SO much better than him. HA! Famous last thoughts. Because I am starting to freak out, just a little.

Someone open that bottle of wine and pour me a glass. Or two.

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May
27

Wordless Wednesday

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My heart bleeds for you

My heart bleeds for you

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May
27

Days of Grace: 85/365

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  1. A beautiful, sunny blue sky over Denver today
  2. Photo shoot today … yet another opportunity to enhance my portrait-taking skills
  3. Kim at the Help Desk, who is doing his darndest to figure out why my VPN isn’t working
  4. The new desk chair I picked up at BB&B for just $28 with my 20% off coupon. SO much more comfy than that wooden kitchen table chair.
  5. Benefiber
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